To start with this post cudn’t have been so beautiful without Mitali’s translation……. Thank you so much
Looking through d glass doors, our eyes met, and slowly d floor beneath me began to move, as d metro I was standin in, crawled out of the station. My mind was occupied, not by d idea of my own feelings, but by the thought of wat he would be doing, standing alone on d platform. Wid d large crowd of people in d metro, I had no wish to look at anybody, but was forced to ponder over d question I often ask myself – Why did it happen???
In every relation, there r problems, coz nobody is perfect. But if others can be happy, y not me? Wen I began my day today & was getting ready to meet u, I wanted us to sort out issues between us. Alas! It dint happen. I know, dis is not easy for me, same as u.
Wen d metro moved, I felt for a second, dat I should get down on the next station, catch another metro & come to u, hug u & cry my heart out. But I knew, dat if I did so, I wouldn’t be comin back to d place, where I startd my day from – a very tough decision 4 me to make, at dat time. I know, dat u heard me today, my words & also read d truth in my eyes. Life is not easy for me, widout u!
It was drizzling, and wid my head leaning against d window of d car, I was listening to d melodious music playing within. I had kept my palm against d glass & was thinking, that widout u, every season is colorless, although I love rains, BUT NOT WIDOUT U! I want to hv u in my life, but not in dis way, dat we quarrel day – night, hate eachother. Instead I want u in a way, such that we don’t hv to part, jst because of our stubborn attitudes, that neither of us compromises. I wanna see u hapy, even if its widout me in d picture. However far might I be, d imprint u hv left on me & my personality is permanent, I can never be anyone’s.
U JUST TAKE 1 STEP, WID ALL HONESTY, I SHALL TAKE THE REST 99 STEPS, TO MEET U!!
D look on ur face, at d moment we parted, was a look I wil never forget in my life.
“Honey lets give it 1 more try!”
