Saturday, September 17, 2011

The Childhood Love Story

Dear All,


Its long since I have written somethings... but when i started to think what shud i write, the only thing that came to my mind was my school in Rangit Nagar.. & my 1st love.. I was always a very naughty kinda person, bindaas & tomboy can be the words that u cud associate me with. Pally to every1 in my school.Was a very usual kid who got thrashed every now & then coz study was not my cup of tea.... People use to knw me as RUMPI n not Debasree out there. 


Talkative, inattentive, day dreamer, always in dancing pose can be the synonyms for me which my teachers told my parents during the parents teachers meeting... Haaaa haaa haaa... SOUNDS COOL... Wish I cud go back in real times n neva came back.... Life was so very simple, less of complications, studying day in day out n masti in school were only things which i use to do....


A yellow new building with cgi roof, a huge front ground, children of my age running here & there in white shirt & blue trousers or skirts... wow!!! Remembering the days also makes me smile.. & brings tears in my eyes.. I luved my life....


Now I cum to that phase of life were I fell in love for the 1st time, a feeling which can only be felt. Wat a feeling it was. I dont remember how & wen i was attracted towards him. He was in class 9th & I was in 8th. He was tall round bout 5'1, robust body, owsum chest, a very cute & naughty smile,calm, soft spoken & mysterious, small eyes, small lips, interrupted English......Everything which i fancied. 


Seriously, i cant recollect the instance wen v both fell for each other but v did.. I was the class monitor, so I was responsible to assist the teachers with the notebooks, test papers n all... Wen I use to cross his class I use to make it sure that I peep into the class just to get 1 glance of my hero's. Even he use to do the same. There was an unsaid relationship which we had.. looking at each other from a distance, smiling, making all efforts to cross each other without making others notice... ufewwwwwwwww!!!! 


For a girl of 12 years it was all a fairy tale that she only read in books (Snow White, Cinderella Stories).My prince charming was just as I thought. My 1st valentine day, my 1st chocolate day.... oops! I had to walk 3km to go to fetch some chocolate for him, wen i gave the only thing which i remember was his eyes which had only affection for me, an innocent smile which he meant was THANX. I use to search for him in assembly line every day so as to knw that will my day be going gud or bad.. 


For the 1st time in life I use to be super excited to go to school coz i wud see him. sumtimes Im surprised to even think how pure that form of luv use to be which we all have forgotten in this rat race. Always tried to be tip top so that he looks at me,use to do stupid things so that he gave me attention... I remember wen I use to do those stupid things n looked at him he use to smile n that was te only thing which I wanted as well as expected from him... I LUVD HIM yaar...


But then as the proverb goes "GUD THINGS CUM IN SMALL PACKEGES" it happened to our relation aslo. Dady was transferred to some other project & we had to leave the place... Wat a painful moment was for both the kids.. Just now their love blossomed n in the next instance the bud was ordered to die.Both wanted to spend as much as time 2gether so that they cud capture those moments & wait for them to grow n meet.........


They met once again but still cudn't say anything to each other n then an endless silence.


Today after 15 long years search I found him & I am feeling NOSTALGIC... Want to see him, talk to him , tell him, ask him, listen his voice, toch him, admire him........ WOW thats wat i call 1st love... theses love stories neva end.....


HIS NAME IS Santosh Chettri... I missed him...


PS:- PLZ WRITE HOW U FELT COZ THIS TITLE IS VERY SPECIAL TO ME.... & SORRY FOR USING PICS