Galti har insane se hoti hai. Aagar zindagi mein galtiyan nahi karogey to seekhogey kaise ? Kyon hai na? To bilkul aap logon ki tarha maine bhi ek galti ki par mujhe pata nahi tha ki us galti ko karne ke baad itni takleef milengi. Aagar pata hota to shaayad main bhi khush hoti.
Meri galti thi ki maine usey beyintaha pyaar kiya aur ussey bhi baadi galti ki ki maine ussey utni hi mohabbat ki umeed rakhi. Har ek ko umeed hoti hai na.... par yahin pey mai chook gae. Mere liye wohi meri poori duniya thi. Mujhe kuch aur dikhta hi nahi tha shaayad isliye kyon ki mujhe kisi aur ko dekhna hi nahi tha.
Humey shuroowat se pata tha ki hum dono bilkul alag the... hamari soch hamari pasand saab kuch…. Aur tabhi to kehtey hai “ Opposites Attract”. College mein to hum bilkul nahi jhagadtey the. Hame reasons dhoondane padtey the taaki hum bhi doosron ki tarah ladey. Kya baataoon doston aisi nazar lagi ki bas…….
Usey kya baatau kya chalta hai mere dimag mein. Usey kho dene ka daar kaisa hota hai. Who mere se chidhta hai ki mai uski jaasoosi karti hoon par tumhe kya baatau ki main aisa kyon karti hoon. Mera hamesha maan karta hai ki usey yeh bataun ki who jab mere paas hota tha to jaise laagta tha ki zindagi itni khoobsoorat kaise ho sakti hai? Uske cheherey se nazar hi nahi haatti thi. Uski haasi jaise ki sagar ki lehrey jhoomti hue. Uski aankhe jaise boolti thi ki duniya dekho to bas meri nazaron se. Uski baatein bas sunti jaoon sunti jaoon sunti jaoon.
PAR WOH NAHI SAMAJH PAYA
Jab woh doosri ladkiyon se baat karta tha na mujhe bahat daar lagta tha isliye nahi ki who usey pasand karlegi par isliye ki shaayaad who ladki ussey mujhse zyaada pyaar karey, who kushiyan dey jo main nahi dey sakti…. Isliye ussey pagalon ke jaise laadhti thi. Usey yeh batane ke liye ki jab mai har subha uthoon to har baar tumhi ho jise main aapni kinarey paoon. Jab ladhoo to woh sirf tumho aur koe nai. Mai kush rahu to log jale kyon ki mere paas vishal hai jo aur kisi ke paas nahi hai. Mera har gaana sirf tumhare liye ho......
Par isey kya farak padhta hai? Kuch nahi. Agar pyaarse saab kuch ho sakta tha to hum shaayaad duniya ke saabhse kush jodi hotey….. Uskey dost uski buri aadaton pey nahi toktey kyon ki who kyon tokengey. But mujhe zaroor farak padhta hai kyon mere liye us insane ki kya ahmeeyat hai who sirf mujhe pata hai. Par issey kya farak padhta hai.
Kismat mein jo likha hota hai usey kon badal sakta hai....... jo bhi kiya usey paney ke liye kiya par na usey mera pyaar dikha aur nahi mera daar. Aur afsos ki baat yeh hai ussey pane ki jagah maine khoya.
Usney mere pyaar ko meri kamzori samjhi aur mujhe takleef deta raha par maine har baar yehi socha ke usey maaf kiya kiBas yehi thi meri GALTI………….
"Hamara kal jaisa bhi ho hum milkey usey khoobsoorat banayengey par agar tum saath nahi to na mera aaj hai aur na mera kaal."
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